The thing about pets is...

Hey, how´s it going!?, How´s everything, you people?, I hope really, really good!. So today I decided to talk about pets, pets aren´t just pets, they can be also, your loyal friends, your better advisors, and the only ones who can understands how you feel sometimes...

OK, I think I´ve never said this before but I own, two parrots and two canaries, and I love them, with all of my heart, I know that sound a little bit too cheesy, but it´s only the truth, and when you have too many pets, of course you have to have a favourite, and mine, is my biggest parrot, he is the loveliest creature I have ever seen, he is too cute to be true, he has like orange eyes, and his has eyelashes, and its green all over, but also with blue, and red feathers, and his head is blue, but his cheeks are the brightest yellow, and of course he has red in his forehead, and his little claws, (not so little, actually). are like gray, and black, he is just too cute, but the most amazing thing I have ever get to see on an animal, is when he first started talking, it sounded just like my voice, I mean it still sounds like me, but when he said his first word I was really really fascinated, because he learned to say "HI", because we showed him, and that really makes me feel proud about him, and about myself, I think I have the best pet in the whole world...

One the of the other things I´ve felt amassed by, is all the loving, that he gives me, I know, you may ask yourself how can a bird love a person?, How can a bird show his affection to a human being?, How can a person be sure of what a bird feels?, etc, etc.

I have the answer to all of your question, let me say, that I had the same doubts, when he first came into my life, but I started to get to know him, and care about him, and he did the same, I started touching his little claws, and the he bit my finger, it didn´t hurt at all, in fact, it kind of tickled me with his little black thong, then I stroke his little head with my finger, and he closed his eyes, just as if he was enjoying it, he felt no fear, then another day, he climbed on my finger, and I carried him for a few minutes, then he started biting my finger again, and of course I was tickling, and suddenly, while I was laughing he started laughing too, and of course you can imagine how happy I was. 

Let me just say this, when I was little, like 5 or 6, we had a dog, and I really loved him, but my mom doesn´t likes dogs so we gave him away, and the same story happened like twice, and I felt, and thought I was never gonna love another animal ever, but the this little bird came into my life, and changed everything, and I´m really glad, he did, so if you have any advices about the care of this type of pet, I ask you kindly, please share them right here.

I have been really surprised by the way of loving that my pets have, If you have ever watched the movie "Rio" you can imagine that I´m just like Linda, when it comes about my pets...

Here´s a photo of my parrot, isn´t he the cutest thing?

See you soon, guys!

Love

-Lore :)

Karma is a b*tch!

Life is not always going to treat you right because, sometimes we don´t deserve to be treated that well, although sometimes we need it more than anything, that's what I learned so far, because, we have to admit it we are not always that sweet with all of the people that surrounds us, there is a thing called karma, and it´s kind of a b*tch, and I believe in that, so I have and idea, maybe I'm not right but I want to try...

Maybe if we don´t act like hypocrites, or maybe we are not rude all of the time, if we are polite and nice persons; (I'm not saying we are all that way is just an example) maybe our lives would be easier because we are not filled with bad feelings, regrets, anger, sadness, and all of those feelings that tend to eat us from inside, till there´s nothing but shallow hearts, and superficial thoughts inside us, maybe it´s kind of stupid, but its also kind of right isn´t it?.

I´ve thinking like this, because I have a friend, she´s a good friend, and sometimes she´s really really stressed about the world around her, but I think that If you concentrate in been happy, you can make it, because, the things that happens around you, doesn´t always affect you, of course I know that is important to know whats happening but sometimes, is better to keep away for a bit, till the things cool down, don´t you think?

Well I hope I'm right and if I'm not I'm glad, I said it, because, its better to open your mind and heart that to be all grumpy all the time.

By the way thank you so much, to all of those persons who keep reading my blog, you make me feel, really really glad, of what I'm doing,

Love.

-Lore

There is HOPE out there!

Hey, guys, have you ever the movie "It´s kind of a funny story"??, I have seen it like 5 times, already and I can´t get over it, I mean, this guy Craig, is so much like me! or maybe I am so much like him, I mean we have kind of the same problems, well I have more problems, but some of his problems are the same than mine, and you know? I feel like FINALLY someone understands me, I feel now, that I´m not the only one who doesn´t want to live any longer, and that´s kind of good, because I feel like I'm making a little progress, but you know?, sometimes I feel sad again, and I don´t care about anything, but then I think about the ending of this movie, and I feel like there´s HOPE out there, maybe someone will love me, maybe I will found out what I want to be for the rest of my life, maybe, my parents some day will notice when I´m not OK, maybe my friends some day they´ll realise that their life it is easier that some of the others and that they are the only person in the planet who lives, and breathes, I hope some day the bad people I´ve known so far, realise what have they done, who have they hurted, what are the things to make the world better, to make their OWN world better, change their ways, and just forget about the rest of the other people, I hope some day I can follow my own ideas, I don´t know why, but I never listen to myself, I wish, I can do it later some day, because there is HOPE out there!.
Love, -Lore (:
PS: that movie is based on a book, and I absolutely need to read it, I´m obsessed with it!

My life now, and a weird inspiration!

Oh My God, OK I never say that but this time is really really necessary, I´ve been absent for a long long time here, and I anted to say sorry to all of you, dear readers, without you I wouldn´t even be here, so I´m sorry I´ll try to write more often OK?. Let me tell you what was I up to, and why I hadn´t write anything in the past 3 months...
Let me think, since I´m in high school, and I have a lot of things to do, like homework, a lot of team projects, expositions, essays, exams, extra classes, social service, volleyball, and besides all of that things I have to go to French, Saturdays, so I'm now on level 2, I'm so happy about that, and guess what I think I only have to do one final exam for this semester! Isn´t that great?, the bad news is that is a Math final exam, so that´s not cool at all!...
MMMH... what else?, let me see I think I´ve changed a lot since I last wrote in here, but is still me Lore! the same as always, the crazy 16 year old girl who is a little bit hippie, but still really conservative, I think you will get to know me more because, I will be writing things about myself, about how I feel, and of course more stories, more thoughts I keep in my mind, but now I will keep them here, right here in your hands.
Now I wanna describe how I feel when I'm writing I think to write is the most beautiful thing you can do with your thoughts, because you are only saying what its on your mind and heart, that's the beauty of writing, I think a lot of people underestimate writers, but they don´t know how they feel when they are telling their stories, when  they´re opening their hearts to all of the audience that read the things they write, and they not only write, they are giving the chance to others to be better, to be like them, they inspire people, they change lives, and they change the world, that´s what I´d like to do, touch others people hearts, move them, and inspire them, because a lot of people have inspired me, and that´s the reason I'm doing my blog, because I want to learn how to move peoples hearts.
So let me know If I´ve ever done that please!
Love <3
-Lore

Changes are good!

Sometimes you think you know exactly who you are, but somehow you realise that all it isn't exactly truth, you may find some scars in your heart, it isn't bad, in fact it's better 'cause you realise that you do have feelings and you can get hurt, you realise you are made of flesh and bones, and not plastic...
This is what happened to me the other day, let me tell you that I was entirely lost, in my life, I couldn't find myself, I didn't know what I liked, what things I hated, because I was so focus on school, that I lost my senses, I used to look in the mirror and see nothing but a sad, sad person, without a future, without a life, without happiness, I look back to those days, and I realise that I do not wanna go back there ever; it is the most horrible thing that can happen to anyone...
I used to look around me and find just things without life, without colour, persons without personality, without feelings, animals without a heart, I didn't even took care of myself, I gain weight and I didn't mind at all, I used to think what's the point?, I don't even have a boyfriend, and nobody is ever going to like me because; I'm a freak show...
But after weeks and weeks of these horrible feelings I felt in my soul, I listened to a song, and saw a movie, about life, and I get it!, I get it that I wasn't the only one who felt like that, that I wasn't alone in my way to happiness, that there are so many persons with worst troubles than mine, and that I can spend my time thinking of the same sh*t!.
I realised that life it's absolutely beautiful, and it will treat you the same way you treat life, life isn't all about wondering what it's about to happen next, it is about happiness, it is about enjoying the little moments, having fun, and see all of the wonders in the world, spend time with people that actually have a personality, and feelings, shutting up and enjoying the music, worry about things that deserved to be worried about, care for other, and the most important of all, LOVING, to love the nature, to love your friends, to love your family, your pets, to love who you are, to love your time, and spend it wisely, with nice people, with the best attitude you can have, etc.
And I said to myself, that I'm not going to be that way again, I'm going to be happy, because my happiness do not depend of anything or anyone...
But now everything is so different now, I look up, and I see beauty, I look down and I see beauty, I look in the mirror, and I see me, not just another girl, me Lore the unique crazy Lore, the girl who loves metal, and butterflies, the girl who doesn't go to the gym because she doesn't care of having the best body just to act like a sl*t!, the girl who loves her parrots, her sisters and her LIFE.

-Lore

New year, new life.

Hey guys, I'm so glad I'm back I've been waiting so long for this momment, let me tell you that I've changed a lot since you last read about my life, let me tell you that I'm happier, and disconcerned than I was before. I cannot believe what I'm saying but I actually like my life, it is finally having sense now! I can see everything so much clearer than ever before, this is not what I was expecting for the new year, this is totally new for me, you should see me now, I smile, and I do have a reason to smile and it is because I'm alive and I have so much luck than others, I have a home, I have my family, I have plenty of friends, and I think theses chages that I have done in my life lately, have been made because I needed to, and I haven't realized that.

I have make new friends, and I actually like these ones better than the other I had before, I only speak now to one of my older friends, because she's OK, and I haven't realized that all the other kids whom with I sepnd a lot of time last year, were not what I had asumed they were, but Im happy that now I see who they really are, a bucj of b*tches! hahahaha....

However, I think I'm enjoying so much my life now that I didn't had enough time to write something and I trully apologize to those who keep reading this blog, because I know may have waited a long time, to hear from me, but let me tell you somethng may wanna hear, or don't I'M OKAY! 

I hope you have had a happy new year, and a merry christmas and I hope that all of your new year resolutions, come true. My best wishes to you, for this 2012, and forever!.

Thank's for reading these few lines that I absolutely wirte only for you (:

-Lore

Ps: I'm going to try to write more often now, because I have so many things to talk about, I mean I have new friends, I even like someone, I started my french course, I'm so much better with my family, etc. I have a better life now!.(sorry if my spelling is not so good, but my button for cheking the spelling doesn't work! :/)

Wild life preservation

So I had to write something for English Class, and the thing we wrote it was supposed to be our grade, so I decided to write about the wild life preservation, because the day I wrote that I actually saw a film about this subject, it was called "The last grizzly bear", it was a documentary and I cried, it was so beautiful this film that really inspired me and made me write this, here's my essay...

Tell me what do you think about this...

Wild life, environment, and animal kingdom; those three things really mean something to me, more than animals, water, rivers, and trees, those things mean to me, so much more than just that, they mean all the living creatures we’re surrounded by, all the amazing and intelligent, creatures that live near us, and we don’t even care about them, I know that there are many institutions these days that are trying to help preserving the life of our planet, but is that really enough?

I don’t really think so, I think that, if we try, then it would be easier to live surrounded by animals than surrounded by tall concrete buildings, instead, of beautiful trees, because a tree isn’t just a tree, it is more than that, it’s the home of living creatures, like bugs, or birds, or squirrels, and even raccoons, and if you cut one three, you’re actually, murdering, entire families, of these animals, I mean would it be nice for you, having someone in your house, destroying all your furniture, food, and who later will kill you and your family? Of course NOT, and that’s what we’re doing to those little animals, we’re destroying their house, but it isn’t only “their” house, it’s also, “our” home, but we haven’t realised that yet, and it’s an important thing to do, cause we shouldn’t keep doing it, but it seems that we’re insensible to feel the suffering these creatures, that aren’t ourselves, and why’s that?

Because, like Madonna said “we’re living in a material world”, a world where the only thing that matters, is the money you own, or how big is your house, and the way your dressing, the brand your buying, the things you eat, the car you drive, the pet you have, or what school your into; but it should be all the opposite thing, some people think and say, that they aren’t racist, but they are, without noticing, maybe, but they are, and they wouldn’t know, how to behave in the woods, cause all that they care for is the reception on their blackberry, and what was the last thing they wrote on Facebook; these people I’m talking about, includes everyone actually.

How dumb is to be surrounded by beautiful things and don’t even take a minute to appreciate them, to look at them, to be amazed, by the pretty things were surrounded by, all those birds, butterflies and dragonflies flying above our heads, all those bugs that walk besides our feet, all those plants, trees and flowers, that with their beautiful colours, would light up, our day, if we’d take a minute to look or a minute to walk with our head up, and not with our head down, like we always do…

I hope, that these things aren’t just a dream, I hope, we can make a change and be friendly to Earth, it would be so much easier to live like this, than to be constantly stressed by all the things that doesn’t really matter. I truly believe that it would be amazing, if we put a little piece of solidarity, in our home, and I’m not talking about keeping our house clean, I mean, if we start now, we can make a difference, it would be the beginning of something bigger than us, a change, that will be remarkable, and will be remembered and thanked by our grandchildren, our nephews, our brothers and sisters that in the near future they too will be living in our mother earth, our home.