Getting phyllosphycal...

Since I´m getting older, I´ve begin to wonder, why am I here?, what´s the reason of me being here?, I guess somewhere inside me there´s an answer for those questions, but I really, really want to find them out, since I don´t see me in a future 10 years from now, I guess that´s a bad start, but I´ve tried to imagine myself older, at age 26--27 what am I going to be doing?, am I going to be strung?, am I going to be teaching?, am I going to be travelling around the world?, am I going to be getting married? (I hope NOT), am I going to have a child? (I hope I WON´T), am I going to be here?, am I going to be somewhere else?, am I going to have friends?, Is my parrot still with me?, but the most important question of all, AM I GOING TO BE H A P P Y?, (I WANT TO), but how can I get there, if I can´t get an answer for all of those earlier questions I´ve made?, I guess I´m not supposed to be worrying about the future, but I guess I just can´t stop thinking about it, I´ve always said that if we don´t enjoy the present, in the future we´ll be regretted about all of those things we didn´t do when we supposed to do them, I guess that´s my problem, I just can´t listen to myself, that´s an odd phrase, I guess it´s true though, well, I suppose that if I continue wondering about the future, I won´t enjoy the present, so I´ll stop, and something good will come out of it (I really hope so)...

Listen to myself, that´s my new goal, I need TO LISTEN TO MYSELF.

Love, LORE.


I guess I liked the word "but" a lot hahaha :D

Thanks for reading these guys I love you!

The thing about pets is...

Hey, how´s it going!?, How´s everything, you people?, I hope really, really good!. So today I decided to talk about pets, pets aren´t just pets, they can be also, your loyal friends, your better advisors, and the only ones who can understands how you feel sometimes...

OK, I think I´ve never said this before but I own, two parrots and two canaries, and I love them, with all of my heart, I know that sound a little bit too cheesy, but it´s only the truth, and when you have too many pets, of course you have to have a favourite, and mine, is my biggest parrot, he is the loveliest creature I have ever seen, he is too cute to be true, he has like orange eyes, and his has eyelashes, and its green all over, but also with blue, and red feathers, and his head is blue, but his cheeks are the brightest yellow, and of course he has red in his forehead, and his little claws, (not so little, actually). are like gray, and black, he is just too cute, but the most amazing thing I have ever get to see on an animal, is when he first started talking, it sounded just like my voice, I mean it still sounds like me, but when he said his first word I was really really fascinated, because he learned to say "HI", because we showed him, and that really makes me feel proud about him, and about myself, I think I have the best pet in the whole world...

One the of the other things I´ve felt amassed by, is all the loving, that he gives me, I know, you may ask yourself how can a bird love a person?, How can a bird show his affection to a human being?, How can a person be sure of what a bird feels?, etc, etc.

I have the answer to all of your question, let me say, that I had the same doubts, when he first came into my life, but I started to get to know him, and care about him, and he did the same, I started touching his little claws, and the he bit my finger, it didn´t hurt at all, in fact, it kind of tickled me with his little black thong, then I stroke his little head with my finger, and he closed his eyes, just as if he was enjoying it, he felt no fear, then another day, he climbed on my finger, and I carried him for a few minutes, then he started biting my finger again, and of course I was tickling, and suddenly, while I was laughing he started laughing too, and of course you can imagine how happy I was. 

Let me just say this, when I was little, like 5 or 6, we had a dog, and I really loved him, but my mom doesn´t likes dogs so we gave him away, and the same story happened like twice, and I felt, and thought I was never gonna love another animal ever, but the this little bird came into my life, and changed everything, and I´m really glad, he did, so if you have any advices about the care of this type of pet, I ask you kindly, please share them right here.

I have been really surprised by the way of loving that my pets have, If you have ever watched the movie "Rio" you can imagine that I´m just like Linda, when it comes about my pets...

Here´s a photo of my parrot, isn´t he the cutest thing?

See you soon, guys!

Love

-Lore :)

Karma is a b*tch!

Life is not always going to treat you right because, sometimes we don´t deserve to be treated that well, although sometimes we need it more than anything, that's what I learned so far, because, we have to admit it we are not always that sweet with all of the people that surrounds us, there is a thing called karma, and it´s kind of a b*tch, and I believe in that, so I have and idea, maybe I'm not right but I want to try...

Maybe if we don´t act like hypocrites, or maybe we are not rude all of the time, if we are polite and nice persons; (I'm not saying we are all that way is just an example) maybe our lives would be easier because we are not filled with bad feelings, regrets, anger, sadness, and all of those feelings that tend to eat us from inside, till there´s nothing but shallow hearts, and superficial thoughts inside us, maybe it´s kind of stupid, but its also kind of right isn´t it?.

I´ve thinking like this, because I have a friend, she´s a good friend, and sometimes she´s really really stressed about the world around her, but I think that If you concentrate in been happy, you can make it, because, the things that happens around you, doesn´t always affect you, of course I know that is important to know whats happening but sometimes, is better to keep away for a bit, till the things cool down, don´t you think?

Well I hope I'm right and if I'm not I'm glad, I said it, because, its better to open your mind and heart that to be all grumpy all the time.

By the way thank you so much, to all of those persons who keep reading my blog, you make me feel, really really glad, of what I'm doing,

Love.

-Lore

There is HOPE out there!

Hey, guys, have you ever the movie "It´s kind of a funny story"??, I have seen it like 5 times, already and I can´t get over it, I mean, this guy Craig, is so much like me! or maybe I am so much like him, I mean we have kind of the same problems, well I have more problems, but some of his problems are the same than mine, and you know? I feel like FINALLY someone understands me, I feel now, that I´m not the only one who doesn´t want to live any longer, and that´s kind of good, because I feel like I'm making a little progress, but you know?, sometimes I feel sad again, and I don´t care about anything, but then I think about the ending of this movie, and I feel like there´s HOPE out there, maybe someone will love me, maybe I will found out what I want to be for the rest of my life, maybe, my parents some day will notice when I´m not OK, maybe my friends some day they´ll realise that their life it is easier that some of the others and that they are the only person in the planet who lives, and breathes, I hope some day the bad people I´ve known so far, realise what have they done, who have they hurted, what are the things to make the world better, to make their OWN world better, change their ways, and just forget about the rest of the other people, I hope some day I can follow my own ideas, I don´t know why, but I never listen to myself, I wish, I can do it later some day, because there is HOPE out there!.
Love, -Lore (:
PS: that movie is based on a book, and I absolutely need to read it, I´m obsessed with it!

New year, new life.

Hey guys, I'm so glad I'm back I've been waiting so long for this momment, let me tell you that I've changed a lot since you last read about my life, let me tell you that I'm happier, and disconcerned than I was before. I cannot believe what I'm saying but I actually like my life, it is finally having sense now! I can see everything so much clearer than ever before, this is not what I was expecting for the new year, this is totally new for me, you should see me now, I smile, and I do have a reason to smile and it is because I'm alive and I have so much luck than others, I have a home, I have my family, I have plenty of friends, and I think theses chages that I have done in my life lately, have been made because I needed to, and I haven't realized that.

I have make new friends, and I actually like these ones better than the other I had before, I only speak now to one of my older friends, because she's OK, and I haven't realized that all the other kids whom with I sepnd a lot of time last year, were not what I had asumed they were, but Im happy that now I see who they really are, a bucj of b*tches! hahahaha....

However, I think I'm enjoying so much my life now that I didn't had enough time to write something and I trully apologize to those who keep reading this blog, because I know may have waited a long time, to hear from me, but let me tell you somethng may wanna hear, or don't I'M OKAY! 

I hope you have had a happy new year, and a merry christmas and I hope that all of your new year resolutions, come true. My best wishes to you, for this 2012, and forever!.

Thank's for reading these few lines that I absolutely wirte only for you (:

-Lore

Ps: I'm going to try to write more often now, because I have so many things to talk about, I mean I have new friends, I even like someone, I started my french course, I'm so much better with my family, etc. I have a better life now!.(sorry if my spelling is not so good, but my button for cheking the spelling doesn't work! :/)