Finally I can WRITE

Oh my god, first of all, I owe you all the biggest apology in the world, because I haven´t written anyhting in here since last year!!!!! That´s pretty crazy huh?
Im really sorry, but I have had reasons not to, first of all, it was the beggining of the year and I wanted to spend some time with my family and stuff, second of all, I have been really really bussy with french, and high school, and also thinking about what Im going to do next in my life, because you know I have to study a career, I mean I want to, but I don´t know what to study I have been trying to figure out what can be good for me, but also in what things Im good at, and more important what do I want to live for the rest of my life?, I guess that´s a really good question that I have never really think off until this year, I guess I was a little stupid back then for not thinking about that... but whatever we´re all stupid at some point or another right?

And the third reason I COULDN´T REMEMBER MY PASSWORD!!!!! I have been really trying to login in, in my blog for the past 5 months but guess what? STUPID ME forgot her password, that is actually some of the stupidest things I´ve ever heard off!!! I can´t believe it how can I possibly forget that!!!?? Im really dumb guys, sorry, really sorry, but guess what? Miracles do happen, because my laptop somehow made me enter here today, the 28th, september!!! How amazing is that huh???

So I just wanted to say thank you all, and I´m back!!

I love you!!!!


-Loro


keep spreading the love...

Many, many thoughts

Hey hey hey!
I just wanted to write something before this new year begins why? I don´t really know yet... I guess I´ll figure it out later...
Well I just wanted to tell you guys, that I´vve been doing my best to write something in here, but the thing is I don´t get the words to do it, I mean I have many many good ideas that come into my mind while reading a book, or watching a movie, but I don´t seem to use the right words to express it...
So, since I can get anything from the bottom of my heart to say so.,. I´ll just go ahead and try this:
It goes something like this...
A new year is about to start and I think it´s a really great idea to think about the things I´ve done, the things I´ve been thinking of, the road my mind is taking lately, the words I use, the clothes I use, the way I look, and most important THE WAY I THINK.
I think in this last year so many things had happened, some really awesome, some of them not so awesome, some heart-aching, some smile-making, some tear-dropping, and crazy thinking lately, but the thing is I´ve really learnt a lot, in this 2012, about what? About LIFE, fellows. I mean I´m not an expert I just know that what is designated to happen it is going to happen, but you don´t have to keep looking around how everyone is happier than you, you just have to stand up and get some happiness for yourself.
I think my mind has evolved really really fast, I don´t think the way I used to a month ago, or a year ago, but that's good (at least for me) it is a sign that I´m growing up, and I can honestly say that I´m not a fan of getting acne or change the size of my clothes but I like the feeling, that everyone around me is treating me like what I´ve always have been... ME.
A 17 year old that sometimes thinks more like a 40 year old but loves herself.
So that´s it, I didn´t expect it to be that good, but I'm optimistic...
Hahahaha...
So I'm guessing this is the last time I´m going to write before the new year comes, so I´ll just take an advantage of this opportunity and say:




MARRY CHRISTMAS, OR SHALL I SAY HAPPY HANUKKAH? OR EVEN MORE INTERESTING SHALL I SAY... NOTHING ABOUT IT?
Well I don´t actually care about your religion preferences I just wanted to spread the love, and said that if you have family and friends this is the time to say to everyone I LOVE YOU BRO! I know we shouldn´t do it just because it´s Christmas but I really get to think that some people really needs to hear it :)



and second of all
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Unless you celebrate the new year in some other time it doesn´t matter, let me say it to you because this is when I get to celebrate it!...
It´s been a crazy crazy year.







Thanks for everything and keep cozzy in this cold, please take of yourselfs and your loved ones, happy holidays to everyone! Except those who doesn´t celebrate in this time of the year...







WITH LOVE L-O-V-E (got it) LOVE,


-Loree



Ps: I have good new for you, I passed my math exam, and also I passed French exam and now I´m on level 4 hahaha :D



Joyeux Noel à tous!


<3

I´m back!

It´s been a while since I haven´t write anything in here, so I figured it was about time to come back, to the outer net world, why? Because sometimes I thinks it  understands me better, sometimes it doesn´t I don´t even quite understand him....
So HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I´m back in the game.

Since August I haven´t write anything, but I did wanted to, it´s just I haven´t got the time to do it, you know between school, french, family, pets, and my loving hobby of Reading books, I haven´t made a tiny space to fit my blog in, but I´ll do it later...

OK four months had passed already, I can´t believe we´re almost ending another year so quickly, time is a dangerous fellow I must say we have to take by the horns or other ways he will go out running like a crazy chicken that doesn´t want to get caught.

I think I´ve grown a lot since my last publication, not just because I´m 17 now, but because I think I understand a tiny part of the world wicked ways, I think I´m finally getting the hang of, but it´s OK, It´s still me, I just wanted to stop by take a minute a write something, and I just realised I missed this dude!, haha well, I won´t be missing it again because I´m here to stay but I must say you should wish me luck for my final exam of math, this next Tuesday, although it is really unfair I´m doing it, I have to do it, even If I don´t like it, but whatever, life is unfair, and I dare say a final exam is not so unfair, there are a lot of things worse than that, so I´ll stop complaining...

I just wanted you to know that is almost Christmas, and it is a love time of the year and we should be grate full just for being around, although sometimes our existences doesn´t seems to be so lucky, or good, but we are the only ones who have to power to think so, and to change so, so this is the time to do so, I guess I´m gonna get started right away...

See you soon guys, thanks for reading!

XX

Lore <3

Thinking iin a dangerous word...

Have you ever thought why do they always make movies about a four letter word that I don´t quite understand yet (L-O-V-E)?

Well I do, all the time, and there´s one movie in particular that made me thing a lot when I first saw it, it´s called "Heartless" if you have seen it of course you know what I´m talking about if your not well then you don't know but, there´s a fact: it is a really good movie...

This movie is about a boy that had a mole heart-shaped in the face, red and  everything but he didn´t liked it, (I think it´s pretty amazing, can you imagine? a a heart-shaped mole? w-o-w!) so he always hide that side of his face with his hoodies, and stuff like that, so one day he started to hate himself, because he thought that he would never find anyone who could love for whom he was, so he made a pact with the devil and the devil, made him believe that the mole had disappear, but- it wasn´t, it was always there, in the meanwhile he met this amazing girl and fell in love, and he thought that he had no mole, but he did... well I'm ain't going further because I'm going to ruin the movie for you guys if you hadn´t seen it.

The point is that I sort of feel like him, I feel like no one is ever going to love me or like me for whom I am, I know that´s a little bit to dark to think of, but what if I'm right?.

I think I'm going to rent the movie and see it again I have to see it again to" feel like there´s some hope for me I don't wanna be lonely for the rest of the days in the earth"-Weezer (Yes, that´s a part of a weezer´s song).
You should watch that movie, is an England independent film, it is really good, I loved it, it´s one of my favourites movies ever...

Well I'm gonna go and watch it again.

Love,
 -Lore.

Getting phyllosphycal...

Since I´m getting older, I´ve begin to wonder, why am I here?, what´s the reason of me being here?, I guess somewhere inside me there´s an answer for those questions, but I really, really want to find them out, since I don´t see me in a future 10 years from now, I guess that´s a bad start, but I´ve tried to imagine myself older, at age 26--27 what am I going to be doing?, am I going to be strung?, am I going to be teaching?, am I going to be travelling around the world?, am I going to be getting married? (I hope NOT), am I going to have a child? (I hope I WON´T), am I going to be here?, am I going to be somewhere else?, am I going to have friends?, Is my parrot still with me?, but the most important question of all, AM I GOING TO BE H A P P Y?, (I WANT TO), but how can I get there, if I can´t get an answer for all of those earlier questions I´ve made?, I guess I´m not supposed to be worrying about the future, but I guess I just can´t stop thinking about it, I´ve always said that if we don´t enjoy the present, in the future we´ll be regretted about all of those things we didn´t do when we supposed to do them, I guess that´s my problem, I just can´t listen to myself, that´s an odd phrase, I guess it´s true though, well, I suppose that if I continue wondering about the future, I won´t enjoy the present, so I´ll stop, and something good will come out of it (I really hope so)...

Listen to myself, that´s my new goal, I need TO LISTEN TO MYSELF.

Love, LORE.


I guess I liked the word "but" a lot hahaha :D

Thanks for reading these guys I love you!

My life now, and a weird inspiration!

Oh My God, OK I never say that but this time is really really necessary, I´ve been absent for a long long time here, and I anted to say sorry to all of you, dear readers, without you I wouldn´t even be here, so I´m sorry I´ll try to write more often OK?. Let me tell you what was I up to, and why I hadn´t write anything in the past 3 months...
Let me think, since I´m in high school, and I have a lot of things to do, like homework, a lot of team projects, expositions, essays, exams, extra classes, social service, volleyball, and besides all of that things I have to go to French, Saturdays, so I'm now on level 2, I'm so happy about that, and guess what I think I only have to do one final exam for this semester! Isn´t that great?, the bad news is that is a Math final exam, so that´s not cool at all!...
MMMH... what else?, let me see I think I´ve changed a lot since I last wrote in here, but is still me Lore! the same as always, the crazy 16 year old girl who is a little bit hippie, but still really conservative, I think you will get to know me more because, I will be writing things about myself, about how I feel, and of course more stories, more thoughts I keep in my mind, but now I will keep them here, right here in your hands.
Now I wanna describe how I feel when I'm writing I think to write is the most beautiful thing you can do with your thoughts, because you are only saying what its on your mind and heart, that's the beauty of writing, I think a lot of people underestimate writers, but they don´t know how they feel when they are telling their stories, when  they´re opening their hearts to all of the audience that read the things they write, and they not only write, they are giving the chance to others to be better, to be like them, they inspire people, they change lives, and they change the world, that´s what I´d like to do, touch others people hearts, move them, and inspire them, because a lot of people have inspired me, and that´s the reason I'm doing my blog, because I want to learn how to move peoples hearts.
So let me know If I´ve ever done that please!
Love <3
-Lore

All about me!

Hello!, I haven't been inspired this week 'cause I've under a lot of stress 'cause my Thacher's are making me crazy, anyway so I don't have anything to talk about -well I don but I can't get in order my thoughts- so anyway I'm going to talk about myself.

This is what you have to know:

-My name is Lorena, but I don't like to be called Lorena, just Lore or Lorrein as it's translation in French.

-I'm 16 year's old.

-I'm a Libra

-I like cat's, and little dog's not huge dog's that kind of dog's makes me scared.

-I have 2 sister's older than me

-I like this languages: Spanish, English, French, Portuguese, and Russian. But I only know Spanish obviously, and English, and I think I may start French this January! I really excited.

-I like to met new people, even though I'm a bit shy.

-I've a weird laugh somewhere between Bob Sponge's laugh and evil Cruela Devil, but I like it! hahaha.

-I'm in a catholic school, at the beginning it was for women only, but then it became for both sex's (thank god!).

-I looooooooooooooooooooooooooove to go to the movies!, it is one of my hobby's

-I like all kinds of music, but my favorite genders are, rock, alternative, indie, and electro.

-I'm crazy, well not like crazy-crazy in a mental institution, NO, when I say I'm crazy I mean I'm really extroverted with my friend's and family -only- 

-I love to read book's, the one that I'm reading right now is Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, oh mu gosh, this is a great book, and of course I think it's so much better than the movie, but one good thing about have seen the movie, before you read the book, is that you imagine the character's in your mind like in the movie.

Oh and other book I love is Angus, thong's & full frontal snogging, actually this book I read because my sister borrowed to me, I'm so glad she did, 'cause I absolutely loved it!

-I don't  have a lot of friend's in my school, I think most of the people that goes to my school are a bunch of hypocrites, but I do have Friends there like 10, that I consider "good" -more or less- 

-I love watching TV and stuff, sometimes I watch movies, sometimes documentaries, sometimes series, MTV -they should remove the "m" since they're not using it, MTV was better year's ago-.

-Favourite movies:-top 10-

*Bride & Prejudice

*Crazy Stupid LOVE.

*Midnight in Paris

*Something Borrowed

*Forest Gump

*Definitely maybe

*Little miss sunshine

*Once

*The proposal

*Made of honor

Oh my gosh, I realize that I've seen a lot of movies, and I like a lot, but I think it would be enough with just 10.

ETC

I have a lot of favourite movies, but these are one I like most.

-Favourite songs:-top ten-

*Creep-Radiohead

*Dream a little dream of me-Ella Fitzgerald

*I've got a crush on you-Michael Buble

*A tout le monde-Megadeth

*Sometimes you can't make it on you'r own-U2

*11th dimension-Julian Casablancas

*Fix you-Coldplay

*Strange and beautiful-Aqualung

*Cold water-Damian Rice

*Imagine-The Beatles

I just realize I can't summarize my i pod's favourite list to just ten!, anyway I think these are pretty important song's for me, well I might tell you more about my musical preferences in another post, 

Mm... as you can see, I'm a very "multifaceted" if that's the right word, sometimes I'm selfish, sometimes I'm not, sometimes I'm quiet, sometimes I'm as loud as a stereo, sometimes I'm sad, but sometimes I'm happy without a reason, sometimes, I enjoy the silence, sometimes I just wanna yell, sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I love, sometimes I hate -even though hate is a strong word-, sometimes I like sunny days, sometimes I just wanna see the rain fall down, but I'm always myself, it is better to be yourself, than, pretend to be someone you're not, 'cause that were the lies, and problems are born. So don't let anyone or anything charges you, well sometimes, people changes their attitude, and that's right if their doing it, accidentally, 'cause that is the course of nature, but if someone want to change your ways don't aloud them, it is just not right, BE UNIQUE, BE YOURSELF.

-Regards from Mexico to the world!-

-Thank´s for all the people, who's actually reading this blog, I know sometimes, it may be dull, or I don't know but I promise I'll get better with time, thanks Russia and Germany, I can't believe you read this, it is amazing what Internet can do. And if you own a blog, and if you like mine, I'll be happy if you followed me so I can follow your blog too!: Anyway thank's and good afternoon!-

"See you later, alligators"-Eat, pray, love.