Showing posts with label future. Show all posts
Showing posts with label future. Show all posts

17/08/2012

Getting phyllosphycal...

Since I´m getting older, I´ve begin to wonder, why am I here?, what´s the reason of me being here?, I guess somewhere inside me there´s an answer for those questions, but I really, really want to find them out, since I don´t see me in a future 10 years from now, I guess that´s a bad start, but I´ve tried to imagine myself older, at age 26--27 what am I going to be doing?, am I going to be strung?, am I going to be teaching?, am I going to be travelling around the world?, am I going to be getting married? (I hope NOT), am I going to have a child? (I hope I WON´T), am I going to be here?, am I going to be somewhere else?, am I going to have friends?, Is my parrot still with me?, but the most important question of all, AM I GOING TO BE H A P P Y?, (I WANT TO), but how can I get there, if I can´t get an answer for all of those earlier questions I´ve made?, I guess I´m not supposed to be worrying about the future, but I guess I just can´t stop thinking about it, I´ve always said that if we don´t enjoy the present, in the future we´ll be regretted about all of those things we didn´t do when we supposed to do them, I guess that´s my problem, I just can´t listen to myself, that´s an odd phrase, I guess it´s true though, well, I suppose that if I continue wondering about the future, I won´t enjoy the present, so I´ll stop, and something good will come out of it (I really hope so)...

Listen to myself, that´s my new goal, I need TO LISTEN TO MYSELF.

Love, LORE.


I guess I liked the word "but" a lot hahaha :D

Thanks for reading these guys I love you!

25/05/2012

My life now, and a weird inspiration!

Oh My God, OK I never say that but this time is really really necessary, I´ve been absent for a long long time here, and I anted to say sorry to all of you, dear readers, without you I wouldn´t even be here, so I´m sorry I´ll try to write more often OK?. Let me tell you what was I up to, and why I hadn´t write anything in the past 3 months...
Let me think, since I´m in high school, and I have a lot of things to do, like homework, a lot of team projects, expositions, essays, exams, extra classes, social service, volleyball, and besides all of that things I have to go to French, Saturdays, so I'm now on level 2, I'm so happy about that, and guess what I think I only have to do one final exam for this semester! Isn´t that great?, the bad news is that is a Math final exam, so that´s not cool at all!...
MMMH... what else?, let me see I think I´ve changed a lot since I last wrote in here, but is still me Lore! the same as always, the crazy 16 year old girl who is a little bit hippie, but still really conservative, I think you will get to know me more because, I will be writing things about myself, about how I feel, and of course more stories, more thoughts I keep in my mind, but now I will keep them here, right here in your hands.
Now I wanna describe how I feel when I'm writing I think to write is the most beautiful thing you can do with your thoughts, because you are only saying what its on your mind and heart, that's the beauty of writing, I think a lot of people underestimate writers, but they don´t know how they feel when they are telling their stories, when  they´re opening their hearts to all of the audience that read the things they write, and they not only write, they are giving the chance to others to be better, to be like them, they inspire people, they change lives, and they change the world, that´s what I´d like to do, touch others people hearts, move them, and inspire them, because a lot of people have inspired me, and that´s the reason I'm doing my blog, because I want to learn how to move peoples hearts.
So let me know If I´ve ever done that please!
Love <3
-Lore