Finally I can WRITE

Oh my god, first of all, I owe you all the biggest apology in the world, because I haven´t written anyhting in here since last year!!!!! That´s pretty crazy huh?
Im really sorry, but I have had reasons not to, first of all, it was the beggining of the year and I wanted to spend some time with my family and stuff, second of all, I have been really really bussy with french, and high school, and also thinking about what Im going to do next in my life, because you know I have to study a career, I mean I want to, but I don´t know what to study I have been trying to figure out what can be good for me, but also in what things Im good at, and more important what do I want to live for the rest of my life?, I guess that´s a really good question that I have never really think off until this year, I guess I was a little stupid back then for not thinking about that... but whatever we´re all stupid at some point or another right?

And the third reason I COULDN´T REMEMBER MY PASSWORD!!!!! I have been really trying to login in, in my blog for the past 5 months but guess what? STUPID ME forgot her password, that is actually some of the stupidest things I´ve ever heard off!!! I can´t believe it how can I possibly forget that!!!?? Im really dumb guys, sorry, really sorry, but guess what? Miracles do happen, because my laptop somehow made me enter here today, the 28th, september!!! How amazing is that huh???

So I just wanted to say thank you all, and I´m back!!

I love you!!!!


-Loro


keep spreading the love...

Many, many thoughts

Hey hey hey!
I just wanted to write something before this new year begins why? I don´t really know yet... I guess I´ll figure it out later...
Well I just wanted to tell you guys, that I´vve been doing my best to write something in here, but the thing is I don´t get the words to do it, I mean I have many many good ideas that come into my mind while reading a book, or watching a movie, but I don´t seem to use the right words to express it...
So, since I can get anything from the bottom of my heart to say so.,. I´ll just go ahead and try this:
It goes something like this...
A new year is about to start and I think it´s a really great idea to think about the things I´ve done, the things I´ve been thinking of, the road my mind is taking lately, the words I use, the clothes I use, the way I look, and most important THE WAY I THINK.
I think in this last year so many things had happened, some really awesome, some of them not so awesome, some heart-aching, some smile-making, some tear-dropping, and crazy thinking lately, but the thing is I´ve really learnt a lot, in this 2012, about what? About LIFE, fellows. I mean I´m not an expert I just know that what is designated to happen it is going to happen, but you don´t have to keep looking around how everyone is happier than you, you just have to stand up and get some happiness for yourself.
I think my mind has evolved really really fast, I don´t think the way I used to a month ago, or a year ago, but that's good (at least for me) it is a sign that I´m growing up, and I can honestly say that I´m not a fan of getting acne or change the size of my clothes but I like the feeling, that everyone around me is treating me like what I´ve always have been... ME.
A 17 year old that sometimes thinks more like a 40 year old but loves herself.
So that´s it, I didn´t expect it to be that good, but I'm optimistic...
Hahahaha...
So I'm guessing this is the last time I´m going to write before the new year comes, so I´ll just take an advantage of this opportunity and say:




MARRY CHRISTMAS, OR SHALL I SAY HAPPY HANUKKAH? OR EVEN MORE INTERESTING SHALL I SAY... NOTHING ABOUT IT?
Well I don´t actually care about your religion preferences I just wanted to spread the love, and said that if you have family and friends this is the time to say to everyone I LOVE YOU BRO! I know we shouldn´t do it just because it´s Christmas but I really get to think that some people really needs to hear it :)



and second of all
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Unless you celebrate the new year in some other time it doesn´t matter, let me say it to you because this is when I get to celebrate it!...
It´s been a crazy crazy year.







Thanks for everything and keep cozzy in this cold, please take of yourselfs and your loved ones, happy holidays to everyone! Except those who doesn´t celebrate in this time of the year...







WITH LOVE L-O-V-E (got it) LOVE,


-Loree



Ps: I have good new for you, I passed my math exam, and also I passed French exam and now I´m on level 4 hahaha :D



Joyeux Noel à tous!


<3

I´m back!

It´s been a while since I haven´t write anything in here, so I figured it was about time to come back, to the outer net world, why? Because sometimes I thinks it  understands me better, sometimes it doesn´t I don´t even quite understand him....
So HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I´m back in the game.

Since August I haven´t write anything, but I did wanted to, it´s just I haven´t got the time to do it, you know between school, french, family, pets, and my loving hobby of Reading books, I haven´t made a tiny space to fit my blog in, but I´ll do it later...

OK four months had passed already, I can´t believe we´re almost ending another year so quickly, time is a dangerous fellow I must say we have to take by the horns or other ways he will go out running like a crazy chicken that doesn´t want to get caught.

I think I´ve grown a lot since my last publication, not just because I´m 17 now, but because I think I understand a tiny part of the world wicked ways, I think I´m finally getting the hang of, but it´s OK, It´s still me, I just wanted to stop by take a minute a write something, and I just realised I missed this dude!, haha well, I won´t be missing it again because I´m here to stay but I must say you should wish me luck for my final exam of math, this next Tuesday, although it is really unfair I´m doing it, I have to do it, even If I don´t like it, but whatever, life is unfair, and I dare say a final exam is not so unfair, there are a lot of things worse than that, so I´ll stop complaining...

I just wanted you to know that is almost Christmas, and it is a love time of the year and we should be grate full just for being around, although sometimes our existences doesn´t seems to be so lucky, or good, but we are the only ones who have to power to think so, and to change so, so this is the time to do so, I guess I´m gonna get started right away...

See you soon guys, thanks for reading!

XX

Lore <3

Getting phyllosphycal...

Since I´m getting older, I´ve begin to wonder, why am I here?, what´s the reason of me being here?, I guess somewhere inside me there´s an answer for those questions, but I really, really want to find them out, since I don´t see me in a future 10 years from now, I guess that´s a bad start, but I´ve tried to imagine myself older, at age 26--27 what am I going to be doing?, am I going to be strung?, am I going to be teaching?, am I going to be travelling around the world?, am I going to be getting married? (I hope NOT), am I going to have a child? (I hope I WON´T), am I going to be here?, am I going to be somewhere else?, am I going to have friends?, Is my parrot still with me?, but the most important question of all, AM I GOING TO BE H A P P Y?, (I WANT TO), but how can I get there, if I can´t get an answer for all of those earlier questions I´ve made?, I guess I´m not supposed to be worrying about the future, but I guess I just can´t stop thinking about it, I´ve always said that if we don´t enjoy the present, in the future we´ll be regretted about all of those things we didn´t do when we supposed to do them, I guess that´s my problem, I just can´t listen to myself, that´s an odd phrase, I guess it´s true though, well, I suppose that if I continue wondering about the future, I won´t enjoy the present, so I´ll stop, and something good will come out of it (I really hope so)...

Listen to myself, that´s my new goal, I need TO LISTEN TO MYSELF.

Love, LORE.


I guess I liked the word "but" a lot hahaha :D

Thanks for reading these guys I love you!

Karma is a b*tch!

Life is not always going to treat you right because, sometimes we don´t deserve to be treated that well, although sometimes we need it more than anything, that's what I learned so far, because, we have to admit it we are not always that sweet with all of the people that surrounds us, there is a thing called karma, and it´s kind of a b*tch, and I believe in that, so I have and idea, maybe I'm not right but I want to try...

Maybe if we don´t act like hypocrites, or maybe we are not rude all of the time, if we are polite and nice persons; (I'm not saying we are all that way is just an example) maybe our lives would be easier because we are not filled with bad feelings, regrets, anger, sadness, and all of those feelings that tend to eat us from inside, till there´s nothing but shallow hearts, and superficial thoughts inside us, maybe it´s kind of stupid, but its also kind of right isn´t it?.

I´ve thinking like this, because I have a friend, she´s a good friend, and sometimes she´s really really stressed about the world around her, but I think that If you concentrate in been happy, you can make it, because, the things that happens around you, doesn´t always affect you, of course I know that is important to know whats happening but sometimes, is better to keep away for a bit, till the things cool down, don´t you think?

Well I hope I'm right and if I'm not I'm glad, I said it, because, its better to open your mind and heart that to be all grumpy all the time.

By the way thank you so much, to all of those persons who keep reading my blog, you make me feel, really really glad, of what I'm doing,

Love.

-Lore

My life now, and a weird inspiration!

Oh My God, OK I never say that but this time is really really necessary, I´ve been absent for a long long time here, and I anted to say sorry to all of you, dear readers, without you I wouldn´t even be here, so I´m sorry I´ll try to write more often OK?. Let me tell you what was I up to, and why I hadn´t write anything in the past 3 months...
Let me think, since I´m in high school, and I have a lot of things to do, like homework, a lot of team projects, expositions, essays, exams, extra classes, social service, volleyball, and besides all of that things I have to go to French, Saturdays, so I'm now on level 2, I'm so happy about that, and guess what I think I only have to do one final exam for this semester! Isn´t that great?, the bad news is that is a Math final exam, so that´s not cool at all!...
MMMH... what else?, let me see I think I´ve changed a lot since I last wrote in here, but is still me Lore! the same as always, the crazy 16 year old girl who is a little bit hippie, but still really conservative, I think you will get to know me more because, I will be writing things about myself, about how I feel, and of course more stories, more thoughts I keep in my mind, but now I will keep them here, right here in your hands.
Now I wanna describe how I feel when I'm writing I think to write is the most beautiful thing you can do with your thoughts, because you are only saying what its on your mind and heart, that's the beauty of writing, I think a lot of people underestimate writers, but they don´t know how they feel when they are telling their stories, when  they´re opening their hearts to all of the audience that read the things they write, and they not only write, they are giving the chance to others to be better, to be like them, they inspire people, they change lives, and they change the world, that´s what I´d like to do, touch others people hearts, move them, and inspire them, because a lot of people have inspired me, and that´s the reason I'm doing my blog, because I want to learn how to move peoples hearts.
So let me know If I´ve ever done that please!
Love <3
-Lore

Buried feelings

I'm so blue right now, that I couldn't think any were else to go, but my room, and take out my lap, and write something about myself.

I think my life is missing the happy part of it, I'm living my life, like if I had 40 year's or something like that, I don't feel like a 16 year old girl, I feel like a granny, my brain and my body, feels like that. sometimes not even my behavior is similar to a 16 year old girl, you may sound like if I was describing a creepy old woman with 27 cat's in her house, but I'm not I'm actually talking about me.

And for now on, I'll make a pact with myself, which is that I'll enjoy the little thing's, I will laugh harder, I'll take a minute or two to appreciate the life that I'm living because I'm really lucky to have this life.

I'll take time to realize the beauty of the world, with it's bad and good thing's, 'cause no one seems to care about the world, so I will,

I know this may sound like an invented story, or so, but it's not!. -I can't believe I'm going to say this but...- I never asked to grow, I know that is a natural process of life it self, but it's not OK, -it really isn't- you may be wondering why?. It's a easy answer, 'case growing up it's just like rolling in the floor with no clothes on, and I don't mean floor, I meant like the ground, with all the mud, stones, and dirt, and while you're rolling these thing's hurt you and you can't fight with them all the time, sometimes you have to stop fighting and just resist. 

 But what can I do?, when I talk to myself about this situation, I think that the only thing that I can't do, it's just stand it and live with it, because some day, I know I will be big!, and I will shine, -not like a movie star o anything-, I will shine with my smile, because I can!, and I will study harder so, I could make easier my residence in school, so for now on, these will be like a bible, every time I feel disappointed about my self, I will read this and I will remember that I can stand anything,

I can do it, 'cause I'm beautiful, and strong, I have more guts that all my classmates together, 'cause they didn't lived their childhood like I did, and because they didn't had the parent's that I had. - and I thank god, I have my parent's, with me, because without them I would be lost-.

So for now on, I will change my attitude, because I don't want to feel this way, anymore!.

Love, Lore.

PS: I really needed to share this with someone, 'cause I've been feeling sort of drowned, with this buried feeling I had deep in my heart. 

Life changing experiences

So... today I feel good, so I will tell you a story that may sound pretty boring but it changed my life.

So this started like 15 year's ago, when my sisters went to the doctor, 'cause they needed glasses, 'cause they didn't see that well, so I was a baby, and the doctor, said my eyes were weird, 'cause they were moving and moving like side to side, so quickly so he said that I had this disease, and that I needed glasses too, but my mom didn't wanted that I wear glasses since a young age, so when I was 6 I returned with the same doctor, and he gave me my very first pair of glasses, sometimes I didn't like to wear glasses, 'cause it's not comfortable, so I wore glasses for ten years, YES 10 years, and I stopped using them 'cause I went to surgery, to fix my problem, fortunately everything went well, but a month before I went to the operating room, I was so nervous, that I loss like 3 pounds, my hands were sweating almost all the time, and I was so sensitive to everything because I was scared.

I thought what if I need a transplant?, -the Dr. said it would be a high risk operation- what if the transplant never gets here?, what if I never get to see again?, what am I supposed to do?, I did know that the operation was the best option for me 'cause I've always had troubles to see the board, so I didn't wanted those problems again in high school, so the day I went the the operating room, I was shaking, my hands were cold, and the nurses didn't told me it was time to go, so I didn't talk to my parents till I got out, but when I was there, I felt, terrible, suddenly, everything got blurry, and sometimes went black, and I saw a needle, came straight to my eye, and I couldn't stopped it, so I had to hold on the teddy bear the nurse gave me to tight I almost choke him in a figurative sense of course, and them the laser started, I was feeling this hot thing inside my eye, that actually burned my eye, and it was a painful part of the thing, and I smelled like burned meat, 'cause the laser was burning my eyes, then the laser stopped, and the nurse  put me these weird drops of medicine in my eyes, that made me felt like if someone put me a chili in my eye!, and the the Dr. told me a lot of thing I had to do for  the taking care of my eyes 'cause he had to go, and I was like WTH?, I mean I just survived these freak thing and now you tell me this?, anyway I got out and everything seemed so blurry and... whats the word? like soft, or something and my eyes were so swollen and, I went through a lot of pain there, so I was happy 'cause then I could go home.

The weirdest thing is that the operation only lasted for like 20 minutes and it felted like hours!, I didn't believe how quickly I got out 'cause I thought I'd taken longer there, so I went with my parent well they came to me, 'cause I couldn't see well, and they took me home, and then I fall asleep, with my "goggles", -protectors-, and I woke up and I was like?, what? how could this thing ever happened to me?, I couldn't believe I was safe.

So I learned that even you feel, so bad, and you think everything is going to come in a bad way, is not, 'cause there's someone watching you, and also, I have great parents that care about me, but what is they didn't?. so I pray, 'cause I knew I have to thank god, that everything came well. 

Now I don't use glasses, and I can see the board, sometimes I feel odd, 'cause, I've always wore them, it's like somethings missing, but I'm so much better now, and I have to say you guys that if you're healthy please consider the organs donation when you died, I have though about it, 'cause there are hundreds and hundreds of people, that needs maybe a kidney, a heart, a I don't know, and they might died 'cause only the 6% (In Mexico) donates their organs when they die, so I think it's a good thing to do and to think about it.

So I wanted to tell you that, 'cause its liberating for me, now I'm better 'cause I told you my story. thanks to all the ones who keep reading my blog, Im glad you do!.

Reporting from Mexico, in a windy-cloudy day, giraffe's off.

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All about me!

Hello!, I haven't been inspired this week 'cause I've under a lot of stress 'cause my Thacher's are making me crazy, anyway so I don't have anything to talk about -well I don but I can't get in order my thoughts- so anyway I'm going to talk about myself.

This is what you have to know:

-My name is Lorena, but I don't like to be called Lorena, just Lore or Lorrein as it's translation in French.

-I'm 16 year's old.

-I'm a Libra

-I like cat's, and little dog's not huge dog's that kind of dog's makes me scared.

-I have 2 sister's older than me

-I like this languages: Spanish, English, French, Portuguese, and Russian. But I only know Spanish obviously, and English, and I think I may start French this January! I really excited.

-I like to met new people, even though I'm a bit shy.

-I've a weird laugh somewhere between Bob Sponge's laugh and evil Cruela Devil, but I like it! hahaha.

-I'm in a catholic school, at the beginning it was for women only, but then it became for both sex's (thank god!).

-I looooooooooooooooooooooooooove to go to the movies!, it is one of my hobby's

-I like all kinds of music, but my favorite genders are, rock, alternative, indie, and electro.

-I'm crazy, well not like crazy-crazy in a mental institution, NO, when I say I'm crazy I mean I'm really extroverted with my friend's and family -only- 

-I love to read book's, the one that I'm reading right now is Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, oh mu gosh, this is a great book, and of course I think it's so much better than the movie, but one good thing about have seen the movie, before you read the book, is that you imagine the character's in your mind like in the movie.

Oh and other book I love is Angus, thong's & full frontal snogging, actually this book I read because my sister borrowed to me, I'm so glad she did, 'cause I absolutely loved it!

-I don't  have a lot of friend's in my school, I think most of the people that goes to my school are a bunch of hypocrites, but I do have Friends there like 10, that I consider "good" -more or less- 

-I love watching TV and stuff, sometimes I watch movies, sometimes documentaries, sometimes series, MTV -they should remove the "m" since they're not using it, MTV was better year's ago-.

-Favourite movies:-top 10-

*Bride & Prejudice

*Crazy Stupid LOVE.

*Midnight in Paris

*Something Borrowed

*Forest Gump

*Definitely maybe

*Little miss sunshine

*Once

*The proposal

*Made of honor

Oh my gosh, I realize that I've seen a lot of movies, and I like a lot, but I think it would be enough with just 10.

ETC

I have a lot of favourite movies, but these are one I like most.

-Favourite songs:-top ten-

*Creep-Radiohead

*Dream a little dream of me-Ella Fitzgerald

*I've got a crush on you-Michael Buble

*A tout le monde-Megadeth

*Sometimes you can't make it on you'r own-U2

*11th dimension-Julian Casablancas

*Fix you-Coldplay

*Strange and beautiful-Aqualung

*Cold water-Damian Rice

*Imagine-The Beatles

I just realize I can't summarize my i pod's favourite list to just ten!, anyway I think these are pretty important song's for me, well I might tell you more about my musical preferences in another post, 

Mm... as you can see, I'm a very "multifaceted" if that's the right word, sometimes I'm selfish, sometimes I'm not, sometimes I'm quiet, sometimes I'm as loud as a stereo, sometimes I'm sad, but sometimes I'm happy without a reason, sometimes, I enjoy the silence, sometimes I just wanna yell, sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I love, sometimes I hate -even though hate is a strong word-, sometimes I like sunny days, sometimes I just wanna see the rain fall down, but I'm always myself, it is better to be yourself, than, pretend to be someone you're not, 'cause that were the lies, and problems are born. So don't let anyone or anything charges you, well sometimes, people changes their attitude, and that's right if their doing it, accidentally, 'cause that is the course of nature, but if someone want to change your ways don't aloud them, it is just not right, BE UNIQUE, BE YOURSELF.

-Regards from Mexico to the world!-

-Thank´s for all the people, who's actually reading this blog, I know sometimes, it may be dull, or I don't know but I promise I'll get better with time, thanks Russia and Germany, I can't believe you read this, it is amazing what Internet can do. And if you own a blog, and if you like mine, I'll be happy if you followed me so I can follow your blog too!: Anyway thank's and good afternoon!-

"See you later, alligators"-Eat, pray, love.

This is my life.

OK this is my first post here in my new blog, actually, my first blog, I'm a bit excited though, 'cause I'd never had one before, but let me tell you that I'm not a common person, let me tell you what I think about life.

Life, what's the sense of living if there are not obstacles in our way?, I know It may sound cheesy, but I think that's what life is, -the interesting of living is the possibility to make your dreams come true- that little phrase there  was written by Paulo Coelho, one of my biggest inspirational persons! 

Sometimes life hits you where it hurts you the most, but you gotta take it, and live with it, 'cause somehow pain it's something that tells you that you're alive, and every time that pain will be bigger and bigger because you're actually growing up and they say that when you grow up you have a lot of responsibilities and other stuff I can't remember.

So grab you armor and keep fighting for your dreams, please, please, don't listen to the stupid people that says that "dreams are only dreams & just that, they will never came true", 'cause their wrong, so wrong, 'cause if you want something so badly, you can actually get there, but it takes a lot things, things like courage, hope, braveness, faith,etc.

 And they're saying, that dreams can't come true because they lost those things on the way when they were fighting for their dreams, so my today's advice  is NEVER GIVE UP TO ANYTHING or ANYONE just keep on fighting.