Have you ever feel like quiting everything?, like if you wanted to scape far far away to a unknown country, or city, left everything behind, and never comeback to the start?.
I kind of feel like that I don't know why, I feel like I need more than myself to carry on, I don't mean I need a MAN, I actually don't need one, but I would like to have more friend's, more stories to be told, but nothing ever happens to me.
No one ever came and say hi, to me, no one asks me what's my name?, no one worries 'bout my feelings.
What is important to them? Do they care about their looking?, Do they care about their appearances?, Do they care about anyone else besides themselves?.... I think the only answer I'm going to get is NO.
What is the beauty of life, if you are only interested in the out side and not in the inside?, what's the point of eating, if you are not going to enjoy it?, whats the point of reading i you only, read gossip?, whats the point of talking, if you are only speaking?...
What the sense of living for them?, the truly important things for me are love, hope, and peace, but they're vanishing down, 'cause it seems I'm actually the only one who cares about something that deserves to be cared.
But no one understands what I believe in, no one understands why, I'm ME.
Hope someday, I'll find someone who has the things I can't find in me... But for now on, it seems I'm just me vs the world. But what am I fighting for?...
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