27/11/2011

Wild life preservation

So I had to write something for English Class, and the thing we wrote it was supposed to be our grade, so I decided to write about the wild life preservation, because the day I wrote that I actually saw a film about this subject, it was called "The last grizzly bear", it was a documentary and I cried, it was so beautiful this film that really inspired me and made me write this, here's my essay...
Tell me what do you think about this...
Wild life, environment, and animal kingdom; those three things really mean something to me, more than animals, water, rivers, and trees, those things mean to me, so much more than just that, they mean all the living creatures we’re surrounded by, all the amazing and intelligent, creatures that live near us, and we don’t even care about them, I know that there are many institutions these days that are trying to help preserving the life of our planet, but is that really enough?
I don’t really think so, I think that, if we try, then it would be easier to live surrounded by animals than surrounded by tall concrete buildings, instead, of beautiful trees, because a tree isn’t just a tree, it is more than that, it’s the home of living creatures, like bugs, or birds, or squirrels, and even raccoons, and if you cut one three, you’re actually, murdering, entire families, of these animals, I mean would it be nice for you, having someone in your house, destroying all your furniture, food, and who later will kill you and your family? Of course NOT, and that’s what we’re doing to those little animals, we’re destroying their house, but it isn’t only “their” house, it’s also, “our” home, but we haven’t realised that yet, and it’s an important thing to do, cause we shouldn’t keep doing it, but it seems that we’re insensible to feel the suffering these creatures, that aren’t ourselves, and why’s that?
Because, like Madonna said “we’re living in a material world”, a world where the only thing that matters, is the money you own, or how big is your house, and the way your dressing, the brand your buying, the things you eat, the car you drive, the pet you have, or what school your into; but it should be all the opposite thing, some people think and say, that they aren’t racist, but they are, without noticing, maybe, but they are, and they wouldn’t know, how to behave in the woods, cause all that they care for is the reception on their blackberry, and what was the last thing they wrote on Facebook; these people I’m talking about, includes everyone actually.
How dumb is to be surrounded by beautiful things and don’t even take a minute to appreciate them, to look at them, to be amazed, by the pretty things were surrounded by, all those birds, butterflies and dragonflies flying above our heads, all those bugs that walk besides our feet, all those plants, trees and flowers, that with their beautiful colours, would light up, our day, if we’d take a minute to look or a minute to walk with our head up, and not with our head down, like we always do…
I hope, that these things aren’t just a dream, I hope, we can make a change and be friendly to Earth, it would be so much easier to live like this, than to be constantly stressed by all the things that doesn’t really matter. I truly believe that it would be amazing, if we put a little piece of solidarity, in our home, and I’m not talking about keeping our house clean, I mean, if we start now, we can make a difference, it would be the beginning of something bigger than us, a change, that will be remarkable, and will be remembered and thanked by our grandchildren, our nephews, our brothers and sisters that in the near future they too will be living in our mother earth, our home.  

21/11/2011

So lost

Have you ever feel like if you were all by your own in this world?, well I feel like that in this exact moment of my life, I feel completely lost, I have no idea about what I'm going to do next, or what I'm going to do tomorrow, I don't even know what I want to be!, I bet that when you are 16 you already know what you want to be, but I don't I feel completely stupid, because, I have a lot of ideas in my mind but I don't know I can make them true, I mean I want to become a biochemistrician but there's a lot of math involved in that career and I know that I'm not that good on math, and I also wanted to become a writer, since I love writting stuff, I think that adequate for me, but I don't know, if I have enough imagination in me, to write a book, or something, maybe I can become a journalist, oh but I can't since they're all killed in Mexico and I have not enough money to move to another country, maybe I can work on the radio since I love talking about a lot stuff I would never get off of subjects, oh but I forget there's no jobs in Mexico, my life sucks, I feel like I shouldn't have been born in this country, but that it's a fact I can't actually change, and I ate that, because everyone thinks that we are just homeless people, caring a baby in our backs with a hat in our heads but we're a lot more than that, but anyone can see...
By the way I'm not even inspired I'm just mad with my self, I don't know what to do with myself at this moment...

12/11/2011

Earth, our home.

Oh today is so cold, I think winter is rushing a bit, we're not even in December yet, well these are the consequences of the global warming, poor mother earth, what horrible thing's we've done to you.
I guess, that if we hadn't thought so much in our selves, maybe, it could be different, but different how?, different in the way we see the world, in the way we stand, in the way we live, because, it seems like nobody Care's about the beauty in the world, all the amazing flowers, all the amazing animals, all the charming thing's we're surrounded, but we can't see, 'cause, we've built like 123456765432 fabrics and buildings, that are leaving us blind of all the beautiful things we're losing. 

But, yesterday I was wondering, what can we do?, we can change the way we think, because, yes, we are going to overwhelmed our mother earth, and I'm not talking about a good feeling, I mean in the bad way, 'cause, what would do you, if someone is constantly putting stuff in your back, and their becoming heavier, and heavier, that you will get to the moment you wont stand that, you will come to a point, when you will say it's over I can't do it anymore, and that is what we are all doing to earth; and yet, we are all wining around about why, there was tsunami?, why there was a flood?, and answer it's actually obvious, why?, because we all made earth to cry, because, we're carring her with too many things.

So I figured out a way, that we can say thanks, to our mother nature, let's not think a lot in our selves, let's think about, our future, brother's and sister's that haven't born yet, 'cause I know that they would love to see, all the thing's we have saw, all the sea's, all the woods, all the beautiful cities, all the rivers, all the volcano's, all the mountains, etc; let's not think as earth as a place, it isn't a place, it's so much more than that, it's our HOME, and we're destroying it, and we have to stop doing it!; so every time you're about to throw a can, or a plastic bag, in the way while your driving car, or while your walking, take a minute and think, how many year's, would take that to become a part of the earth -disintegrate-?, Think twice, think about the consequences, how many animals would die?, how many kid's would be harmed?... A lot, so think in everyone, but your self, just for a little while, worry about the others, your brothers and sisters.

-Love, Lore-

07/11/2011

Buried feelings

I'm so blue right now, that I couldn't think any were else to go, but my room, and take out my lap, and write something about myself.

I think my life is missing the happy part of it, I'm living my life, like if I had 40 year's or something like that, I don't feel like a 16 year old girl, I feel like a granny, my brain and my body, feels like that. sometimes not even my behavior is similar to a 16 year old girl, you may sound like if I was describing a creepy old woman with 27 cat's in her house, but I'm not I'm actually talking about me.

And for now on, I'll make a pact with myself, which is that I'll enjoy the little thing's, I will laugh harder, I'll take a minute or two to appreciate the life that I'm living because I'm really lucky to have this life.
I'll take time to realize the beauty of the world, with it's bad and good thing's, 'cause no one seems to care about the world, so I will,

I know this may sound like an invented story, or so, but it's not!. -I can't believe I'm going to say this but...- I never asked to grow, I know that is a natural process of life it self, but it's not OK, -it really isn't- you may be wondering why?. It's a easy answer, 'case growing up it's just like rolling in the floor with no clothes on, and I don't mean floor, I meant like the ground, with all the mud, stones, and dirt, and while you're rolling these thing's hurt you and you can't fight with them all the time, sometimes you have to stop fighting and just resist. 

 But what can I do?, when I talk to myself about this situation, I think that the only thing that I can't do, it's just stand it and live with it, because some day, I know I will be big!, and I will shine, -not like a movie star o anything-, I will shine with my smile, because I can!, and I will study harder so, I could make easier my residence in school, so for now on, these will be like a bible, every time I feel disappointed about my self, I will read this and I will remember that I can stand anything,
I can do it, 'cause I'm beautiful, and strong, I have more guts that all my classmates together, 'cause they didn't lived their childhood like I did, and because they didn't had the parent's that I had. - and I thank god, I have my parent's, with me, because without them I would be lost-.

So for now on, I will change my attitude, because I don't want to feel this way, anymore!.

Love, Lore.

PS: I really needed to share this with someone, 'cause I've been feeling sort of drowned, with this buried feeling I had deep in my heart. 

23/10/2011

I realized...

Today I feel like sharing a video, I don't know if I'm going to make it 'cause I don't have the slightness idea of how to share a video, well If I don't make it I will share also the lyrics of this song that I love OK?...
It's called: Do you realize?, by the Flaming Lips:



Do You Realize, that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize, we're floating in space
Do You Realize, that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize, that everyone you know someday will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes, let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize, Oh Oh Oh
Do You Realize, that everyone, you know,
Someday, will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes, let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize, that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize..



Oh I absolutely love this song I found it quite though provoking I don't know I think it's a lovely way to catch the awful reality in such an awesome way to see the world, and it's also a bit depressing but at the end, you realize that is exactly how life is.




Hope you like it.

22/10/2011

Loneliness is ON

Have you ever feel like quiting everything?, like if you wanted to scape far far away to a unknown country, or city, left everything behind, and never comeback to the start?.

I kind of feel like that I don't know why, I feel like I need more than myself to carry on, I don't mean I need a MAN, I actually don't need one, but I would like to have more friend's, more stories to be told, but nothing ever happens to me.

No one ever came and say hi, to me, no one asks me what's my name?, no one worries 'bout my feelings.
What is important to them? Do they care about their looking?, Do they care about their appearances?, Do they care about anyone else besides themselves?.... I think the only answer I'm going to get is NO.

What is the beauty of life, if you are only interested in the out side and not in the inside?, what's the point of eating, if you are not going to enjoy it?, whats the point of reading i you only, read gossip?, whats the point of talking, if you are only speaking?...

What the sense of living for them?, the truly important things for me are love, hope, and peace, but they're vanishing down, 'cause it seems I'm actually the only one who cares about something that deserves to be cared.
But no one understands what I believe in, no one understands why, I'm ME.

Hope someday, I'll find someone who has the things I can't find in me... But for now on, it seems I'm just me vs the world. But what am I fighting for?...





13/10/2011

Life changing experiences


So... today I feel good, so I will tell you a story that may sound pretty boring but it changed my life.

So this started like 15 year's ago, when my sisters went to the doctor, 'cause they needed glasses, 'cause they didn't see that well, so I was a baby, and the doctor, said my eyes were weird, 'cause they were moving and moving like side to side, so quickly so he said that I had this disease, and that I needed glasses too, but my mom didn't wanted that I wear glasses since a young age, so when I was 6 I returned with the same doctor, and he gave me my very first pair of glasses, sometimes I didn't like to wear glasses, 'cause it's not comfortable, so I wore glasses for ten years, YES 10 years, and I stopped using them 'cause I went to surgery, to fix my problem, fortunately everything went well, but a month before I went to the operating room, I was so nervous, that I loss like 3 pounds, my hands were sweating almost all the time, and I was so sensitive to everything because I was scared.

I thought what if I need a transplant?, -the Dr. said it would be a high risk operation- what if the transplant never gets here?, what if I never get to see again?, what am I supposed to do?, I did know that the operation was the best option for me 'cause I've always had troubles to see the board, so I didn't wanted those problems again in high school, so the day I went the the operating room, I was shaking, my hands were cold, and the nurses didn't told me it was time to go, so I didn't talk to my parents till I got out, but when I was there, I felt, terrible, suddenly, everything got blurry, and sometimes went black, and I saw a needle, came straight to my eye, and I couldn't stopped it, so I had to hold on the teddy bear the nurse gave me to tight I almost choke him in a figurative sense of course, and them the laser started, I was feeling this hot thing inside my eye, that actually burned my eye, and it was a painful part of the thing, and I smelled like burned meat, 'cause the laser was burning my eyes, then the laser stopped, and the nurse  put me these weird drops of medicine in my eyes, that made me felt like if someone put me a chili in my eye!, and the the Dr. told me a lot of thing I had to do for  the taking care of my eyes 'cause he had to go, and I was like WTH?, I mean I just survived these freak thing and now you tell me this?, anyway I got out and everything seemed so blurry and... whats the word? like soft, or something and my eyes were so swollen and, I went through a lot of pain there, so I was happy 'cause then I could go home.

The weirdest thing is that the operation only lasted for like 20 minutes and it felted like hours!, I didn't believe how quickly I got out 'cause I thought I'd taken longer there, so I went with my parent well they came to me, 'cause I couldn't see well, and they took me home, and then I fall asleep, with my "goggles", -protectors-, and I woke up and I was like?, what? how could this thing ever happened to me?, I couldn't believe I was safe.

So I learned that even you feel, so bad, and you think everything is going to come in a bad way, is not, 'cause there's someone watching you, and also, I have great parents that care about me, but what is they didn't?. so I pray, 'cause I knew I have to thank god, that everything came well. 

Now I don't use glasses, and I can see the board, sometimes I feel odd, 'cause, I've always wore them, it's like somethings missing, but I'm so much better now, and I have to say you guys that if you're healthy please consider the organs donation when you died, I have though about it, 'cause there are hundreds and hundreds of people, that needs maybe a kidney, a heart, a I don't know, and they might died 'cause only the 6% (In Mexico) donates their organs when they die, so I think it's a good thing to do and to think about it.

So I wanted to tell you that, 'cause its liberating for me, now I'm better 'cause I told you my story. thanks to all the ones who keep reading my blog, Im glad you do!.

Reporting from Mexico, in a windy-cloudy day, giraffe's off.






11/10/2011

All about me!

Hello!, I haven't been inspired this week 'cause I've under a lot of stress 'cause my Thacher's are making me crazy, anyway so I don't have anything to talk about -well I don but I can't get in order my thoughts- so anyway I'm going to talk about myself.

This is what you have to know:
-My name is Lorena, but I don't like to be called Lorena, just Lore or Lorrein as it's translation in French.
-I'm 16 year's old.
-I'm a Libra
-I like cat's, and little dog's not huge dog's that kind of dog's makes me scared.
-I have 2 sister's older than me
-I like this languages: Spanish, English, French, Portuguese, and Russian. But I only know Spanish obviously, and English, and I think I may start French this January! I really excited.
-I like to met new people, even though I'm a bit shy.
-I've a weird laugh somewhere between Bob Sponge's laugh and evil Cruela Devil, but I like it! hahaha.
-I'm in a catholic school, at the beginning it was for women only, but then it became for both sex's (thank god!).
-I looooooooooooooooooooooooooove to go to the movies!, it is one of my hobby's
-I like all kinds of music, but my favorite genders are, rock, alternative, indie, and electro.
-I'm crazy, well not like crazy-crazy in a mental institution, NO, when I say I'm crazy I mean I'm really extroverted with my friend's and family -only- 
-I love to read book's, the one that I'm reading right now is Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, oh mu gosh, this is a great book, and of course I think it's so much better than the movie, but one good thing about have seen the movie, before you read the book, is that you imagine the character's in your mind like in the movie.
Oh and other book I love is Angus, thong's & full frontal snogging, actually this book I read because my sister borrowed to me, I'm so glad she did, 'cause I absolutely loved it!
-I don't  have a lot of friend's in my school, I think most of the people that goes to my school are a bunch of hypocrites, but I do have Friends there like 10, that I consider "good" -more or less- 
-I love watching TV and stuff, sometimes I watch movies, sometimes documentaries, sometimes series, MTV -they should remove the "m" since they're not using it, MTV was better year's ago-.
-Favourite movies:-top 10-
*Bride & Prejudice
*Crazy Stupid LOVE.
*Midnight in Paris
*Something Borrowed
*Forest Gump
*Definitely maybe
*Little miss sunshine
*Once
*The proposal
*Made of honor
Oh my gosh, I realize that I've seen a lot of movies, and I like a lot, but I think it would be enough with just 10.
ETC
I have a lot of favourite movies, but these are one I like most.
-Favourite songs:-top ten-
*Creep-Radiohead
*Dream a little dream of me-Ella Fitzgerald
*I've got a crush on you-Michael Buble
*A tout le monde-Megadeth
*Sometimes you can't make it on you'r own-U2
*11th dimension-Julian Casablancas
*Fix you-Coldplay
*Strange and beautiful-Aqualung
*Cold water-Damian Rice
*Imagine-The Beatles
I just realize I can't summarize my i pod's favourite list to just ten!, anyway I think these are pretty important song's for me, well I might tell you more about my musical preferences in another post, 

Mm... as you can see, I'm a very "multifaceted" if that's the right word, sometimes I'm selfish, sometimes I'm not, sometimes I'm quiet, sometimes I'm as loud as a stereo, sometimes I'm sad, but sometimes I'm happy without a reason, sometimes, I enjoy the silence, sometimes I just wanna yell, sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I love, sometimes I hate -even though hate is a strong word-, sometimes I like sunny days, sometimes I just wanna see the rain fall down, but I'm always myself, it is better to be yourself, than, pretend to be someone you're not, 'cause that were the lies, and problems are born. So don't let anyone or anything charges you, well sometimes, people changes their attitude, and that's right if their doing it, accidentally, 'cause that is the course of nature, but if someone want to change your ways don't aloud them, it is just not right, BE UNIQUE, BE YOURSELF.




-Regards from Mexico to the world!-
-Thank´s for all the people, who's actually reading this blog, I know sometimes, it may be dull, or I don't know but I promise I'll get better with time, thanks Russia and Germany, I can't believe you read this, it is amazing what Internet can do. And if you own a blog, and if you like mine, I'll be happy if you followed me so I can follow your blog too!: Anyway thank's and good afternoon!-

"See you later, alligators"-Eat, pray, love.














07/10/2011

This is my life.

OK this is my first post here in my new blog, actually, my first blog, I'm a bit excited though, 'cause I'd never had one before, but let me tell you that I'm not a common person, let me tell you what I think about life.

Life, what's the sense of living if there are not obstacles in our way?, I know It may sound cheesy, but I think that's what life is, -the interesting of living is the possibility to make your dreams come true- that little phrase there  was written by Paulo Coelho, one of my biggest inspirational persons! 

Sometimes life hits you where it hurts you the most, but you gotta take it, and live with it, 'cause somehow pain it's something that tells you that you're alive, and every time that pain will be bigger and bigger because you're actually growing up and they say that when you grow up you have a lot of responsibilities and other stuff I can't remember.

So grab you armor and keep fighting for your dreams, please, please, don't listen to the stupid people that says that "dreams are only dreams & just that, they will never came true", 'cause their wrong, so wrong, 'cause if you want something so badly, you can actually get there, but it takes a lot things, things like courage, hope, braveness, faith,etc.
 And they're saying, that dreams can't come true because they lost those things on the way when they were fighting for their dreams, so my today's advice  is NEVER GIVE UP TO ANYTHING or ANYONE just keep on fighting.