Have you ever feel like if you were all by your own in this world?, well I feel like that in this exact moment of my life, I feel completely lost, I have no idea about what I'm going to do next, or what I'm going to do tomorrow, I don't even know what I want to be!, I bet that when you are 16 you already know what you want to be, but I don't I feel completely stupid, because, I have a lot of ideas in my mind but I don't know I can make them true, I mean I want to become a biochemistrician but there's a lot of math involved in that career and I know that I'm not that good on math, and I also wanted to become a writer, since I love writting stuff, I think that adequate for me, but I don't know, if I have enough imagination in me, to write a book, or something, maybe I can become a journalist, oh but I can't since they're all killed in Mexico and I have not enough money to move to another country, maybe I can work on the radio since I love talking about a lot stuff I would never get off of subjects, oh but I forget there's no jobs in Mexico, my life sucks, I feel like I shouldn't have been born in this country, but that it's a fact I can't actually change, and I ate that, because everyone thinks that we are just homeless people, caring a baby in our backs with a hat in our heads but we're a lot more than that, but anyone can see...
By the way I'm not even inspired I'm just mad with my self, I don't know what to do with myself at this moment...
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